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自画像和三个女人

导演/剪辑：章梦奇

片长：70分钟

类型：纪录片

上映：2010

作者的话：

我23岁，这是每个女人怀梦的年龄。女孩在孕育自己梦想的同时又要背负着另外两个女人的愿望。这个片子从自我寻找开始，涉及母亲、外婆三个血液相传、成长于不同时代的女人。作为婚姻牺牲品的外婆把追求美好婚姻的愿望传递给了母亲，而母亲再次牺牲后又把同样的愿望传递给我。婚姻成为女人的梦想，也是梦想的杀手。

放映：

2010年：草场地“交叉”（北京）、台湾国际纪录片电影节、北京新青年影像年度展

2011年：云之南影像展（昆明）、坦佩雷国际电影节（芬兰）、中国独立影像展（南京）、山形国际纪录片电影节（日本）、贝鲁特国际纪录片电影节（黎巴嫩）

2012：影子电影节（巴黎）、大连独立影展

2013：德国慕尼黑戏剧节、新德里亚洲女性电影节

2014：德国纽伦堡“中国电影节”、杂家放映（北京）

2017：黑猫放映（南京）、奇遇放映（广州）

2020：“呐喊与私语”中国女性导演系列放映，德国柏林历史博物馆

2021：中日女性影展（上海）、叢林（成都）、X放映（北京）、小津概念书店（深圳）、不定空间（西安）

Filmmaker’s words:

This year I turned 23, the age when women become pregnant with dreams. Yet, even while nursing our own dreams, we must carry the burdens of two other women’s dreams as well. This film began with my own search, then delving into my mother and her mother, where blood has flowed through three generations, in these women who grew up in such different times. As a victim of an oppressive marriage, my grandmother held hopes for my mother to enter a beautiful, perfect marriage. When my mother became a victim herself, she turned those hopes to me. Marriage may be every girl’s dream, but it is also the murderer of those dreams.

洛洛的恐惧

导演：洛洛

片长：85分钟

上映：2020年

作者的话：

2020年在疫情严重时，我内心对看不见的病毒的紧张害怕发展到恐慌恐惧恐怖，感觉无形的病毒无处不在，充满在空气中充满在树林里，每个人都成了病毒。

我在57岁遇到草场地工作站的伙伴，在网络上参加23轮“阅读素材工作坊”和4次剪辑工作坊，并在老师和伙伴们的帮助鼓励下开始尝试做镜头串连，也就是创作我的第一部片子《洛洛的恐惧》。这是我人生从没有想到过的我能做的事情，创作一部片子！

《洛洛的恐惧》不是为了恐惧，是为了说出来，是为了内心得到救赎，是为了内心的自由，我想自己内心的声音被听到被看见。

Filmmaker’s words：

In 2020, we are confronted with the pandemic. When the situation was severe in China, my fear for the virus developed into a huge panic. I felt as if the intangible virus existed everywhere, in the air, in the forest, even on people. Everyone became virus.

I was very lucky to join Caochangdi Workstation, and I have participated in 23 rounds of online workshop for reading footage and editing. I tried to put my shots in sequence with the help and encouragement from teachers and friends, which turned out to be my first film Luoluo's Fear. This is something I never imagined I could do, to make my own film!

Luoluo's Fear is not about my fears, but about my spelling out my fears, about my inner salvation and my setting myself free. I want what is inside of me to be heard and be seen.